(TO Despair... Sept 2012)
PREMONITORY VISION OF BOWMAN- STARMAN
BOWIE- TALKING TO HAL... ABOUT HIS FUTURE = BLACK STAR!
Deeply
implanted in my brain chipset, I hoped we’d be like the Donors
And
the Acceptors, architects of the diode junctions, like in the
transistors…
You
diffused in here, leaving only punctual defects! A hollow circuitry,
In
which Voids echo only silence, is this Disdain, or blatant Cruelty?…
By
coming In and out, leaving no other traces, but atomic vacancies,
My
faulty central unit has now lost all its connections to the
memories...
You
got in quite slowly, but then, you left so fast, like an acid syringe
fix…
Now they make you Dream of Dual Holes that Magnetism reality demix!
Help
Innocence, Souvenirs, Friendship, not become monuments in ruins.
Help
me heal my Friends split heart. See me again! Beware of their sin!
& PERVERT ATHAL! DREAMs YES! MAD WOMAN!
AFTER ALL... SIMPLY READ: TATIANA
STATEMENT! = SHE's EVEN MORE
CONTRADICTORY = IRRATIONAL!
THAN VICKY's COLD ACCOUNT
WITH TATIANA = EMOTIONs!
(RECALL : SAFE & AWAY!)
ARE SNEAKING
"VIOLENTLY"
IN - IT
?!?
This statement sets out Tatiana Guidi’s response to questions asked by Zoe Bowden in connection with a disciplinary hearing into alleged gross misconduct on the part of Aziz Daoud-Aladine.
1.
Nowadays my relationship
with Aziz is distant. It had previously been talkative and friendly
until Aziz sent emails and letters that indicated he had misunderstood my friendliness.
2.
Aziz said he was in love with me, [NO: I got few times in Love plays, Triggered by her TEASING:
and in practice, I have only written two poems that were my way to ask
for a date no more no less...: after the First Poem, in 2009 I
RAPIDLY UNDERSTOOD I had no chance and did not inisisted, but in 2012, she just kept on "playing arround" until I crack up and make my 1st allegation of Sexual Harassement Summer 2013,
filed without me knowing, as a ORAL BLAME against me by HR, which i
discovered in the 2nd WRITTEN blame I recieved in the 1st Disciplinary
Nov 2015! "]
3.
that I was in love with him and that I was being provocative. [I never thought she was in Love with me, bu tshe was playing a Love game I took time to understand, as dagerous, for me. Therefore, I
more than agree with the second part : it is like the Culprit almost show its face here!]
4.
I told him he was misinterpreting my behaviour [ provocative, in secret, waiting/palying to hurt when you are alone...]and I stopped communicating with him [What a Lie! She was doing all to pick on me, all the time, impune, and mob supported!].
5.
I have never had a
romantic relationship with Aziz. We have only ever been friends and/or
colleagues. I do not recognise that I changed my behaviour towards Aziz
after he lost weight [I started Cycling in 2011, she was constantly expressing desire for me censored/prevented
by her surrounding italian commmunity whose attitude/role, became to
"protect" against the dangerous (?) "muslim in Love with her" reached
its limits!]. I do not have contact with Aziz outside work now as he asked me to back off and so I did [Gosh! 1) We never been Friend calling each other we were mostly having a Social life together 2)
BUT she was blocking my phone calls to meet & chat, when she was
creating Love tesions: 3) After a Face Book argue with anna fedrigo
triggered by Tatian's Shennagians, Ross send her for a 6 month
Sabatical ... but as soon as she came back Jan 2015, she started pick on me again,
knowing she has full management support : that's when i saw and learned
by chance, that Bella Lake came to prepare her forthcomming interviews
litterally asked to hide in Tatiana's Office and not meet me, whilst
Toby was finishing his PCMO paper = killing me doubly = scietifically...!].
6.
In November/December last year, after Aziz sent the anti-Italian email, [It's a Fascit distortion of the reality: it was not an "anti italian email", it was a link to WEBPAGES, my 1st Pamphlet & reference to Zinedine Zidane's Head butt! : I love Italians, in Science My best Friend has and is still : Adrea Prodi!] !
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BIG NARRATIVE
DISAGREMENT!
[SNEAKING DURING The biggest
HUMILIATION OF MY LIFE]
.
VICKY: To help with this I suggested [complicity!]
mediating a chat between Tatiana and Aziz to clarify
where each of them was coming from. The chat
was via Skype since Tatiana was out of the country.
My role was just to be present and to steer
the discussion if it became too complicated
or tangential. It was a peaceful conversation.
Aladinsane was responsive [indeed! i was ONLY
here to "reply" within an insane TEST, not here to repeat
pleas they already knew or help a dead end situation, as stated!!]
and I thought it went well. I thought they ‘levelled out’
and that Aladinsane had ‘got it’ [yes indeed! I got it! begening to
realise the WHOLE management complicity = Stuck with no chances!]
NOW WHAT TATIANA SAYS :
[...] In this
discussion, Aziz poured out his feelings
towards me and also other people [Not so Peaceful nor friendly
In Truth: I was doing the Reverse : I'm pooring my Feelings : NOW!]
He said he had found a relationship with someone else and
this would have sorted his [Love ]problems [she created] out.
[Next: she simply DENY the Salvation Power of Love
thinking she still Rules me STILL in right to advise me!!!]
I suggested [Rem : vicky is more insiting!] that
this might be not enough and he should get
some help because he was
feeling distressed
[why?]
[... blah blah : always same reversal of truth until .....]
[THE BETTER @ THE END! ] I have not made a formal complaint about Aziz’ behaviour [because I was kepping complaining to provoke disciplinary in which I was trying to open Negociations - as reccomended by appropriated policies concerning me - harrassment, bullying, and scientific misconduct, that had been Refused, I have always been told my complaints were not formal enough!] because I wanted to help him as a colleague and did not want to be harsh [God that's not because she's so nice! it's beacuase god know's how she managed to not need to be harsh, let other be harsh for her : she had top level institutionla support of Perring & A; Taylor => Ordering around my own Line Manager!!!]. I did speak to his line manager about what had been happening, [ so to trigger the Official most Unfair leitmotiv Outcome - management trick, used since my 1st allegation made as early, I recall, as the Summer 2013! ] hoping he could persuade him to seek counselling. Aziz had agreed to get help during the Skype mediation [ taking the piss out of me under super heavy psychological pressure...].
Signed (Tatiana Guidi)
KICKED OUT THE NEXT DAY THOSE
Statements Were Made up:
13th OF MARCH 2015
DENYING MY PLEA!
EXPLICIT MENTION
TO BELLA LAKE PB!
ISIS SIMPLIFIED
FACT = SIMPLY
FILED!
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MY ISIS LUV TRUTH!
LETTER 2 ALL ISIS GIRLIES!
TATI AND VICKY! NO MENTION
ABOUT ANNA FED = RIGO - JE RI-GO-LE!
DE MES CONFESSIONS SOUS OREILLERS!
LET's HAVE A GO!@ATHAL NATHAN - SON!
TO FINALLY STOP U ALL = LOVE MISS - TAKE!
*
I'VE NEVER HAD! ANY PROBLEM WITH ATHAL !!!
SO SERIOUS... IT SHOULD BE MENTIONNED, GOD!
IN REPORTs USED TO DISMISS SOMEONE !!! =>
"STATEMENTs" IN FACT THUS PROVEN TO BE
MADE UP SO TO CONVENNEIENTLY NOT
TELL WHAT THE SMELL OF TEEN SPIRIT
YELLS TO EXRPRESS MUCH BETTER
VICKs GUTAR ROBBERY!
COMMING
UP
!
*
GOD SAKE! THIS IS TRUTH! = MY VERSION!
NEVER SEEN NEVER HEARD = CENSORED!
OF YEARS OF WITNESSED ISIS LOVE LIES!
I'VE NEVER LOVED ATHAL MORE THAN...
TATIANA! WE ALL 4 WE'VE ALL : FLIRTED!
THIS HAS NEVER BEEN SERIOUS WE KNOW!
BUT YOU ABUSED ME IN 2011-2012!
AGAIN, HIDDEN THE MOST VISCIOUSLY
DEPRESSING ME WITH LOVE GAMES
WHEN I SERIOUSLY FELL IN LOVE...
WITH A WOMAN U ALL KNOW !
YOU KILLED IT! ATHAL's SIS!
WITNESS of MY LUV MESS = BRIDG -HID!
GOD! MY HOPE = THE FAIRY I HAD MET
MUSE OF THE FESTIVAL - BORN DEAD!
BECAUSE OFTATIANA's = EVIL GAMEs
ONE YEAR OF WAIT! = HIDE & SEEK....
WITH ATHAL! BEFORE I MEET HER SIS
AGAIN! => IT WAS DEAD, TOO LATE =
TATI =>SIS GOSSIPS HAD KILLED IT!
TATI PUTTING ATHAL ON HER SIDE
FOR HER FAV = "GIRLY" GAMES =
FAKELY SULFUROUS SEDUCTION
HOW DARE SHE WRITE ON THE CARD
I COULD BE A "VERSION OF" THAT!
*
PLAYFUL = GOD! TIRING GIRL!
WHO CAME WITH ATHAL STILL
TEASING ME = ABUSING ME
UNDER TATIANA's WITNESS!
AT THIS JORDI'S PARTY INNIT?
& UNDER WITNESS OF VICKY!
JEALOUS OF THE ABSOLUTE
POWER GIVEN TO HER IN ISIS!
INDEED ANGEL! WE SHOUD : REPEAT !!
5) 2015 : AFTER DISMISSAL:
MOBBED = EVREWHERE!
AFTER DISMISAL AND EARLY APRIL 2015 JORDI JACAS[...]
BACK TO SWEDEN, BUT IN ISIS FOR COLLABORATION
KNOCKS@MY DOOR TO COME TO SPY ME SENT BY
TATIANA! COS ALL FEAR IN ISIS = I NEVER GIVE UP
AND PREPARE AN APPEAL => MID APRIL 2015
A. TAYLOR ABSURDLY SETs AS SELF
APPOINTED JUDGE! OF TOBY =
HIS FRIEND MISCONDUCT
I KNEW but... KIND OF
ONLY REALISE AT HIS
MOMENT = TOO LATE
= HIS MANAGEMENT
WIL BE COMPLICIT
NO CHANCES!!!
=> I GIVE
UP
!
MAI 2015 : THE LEGAL ROUTE DEAD...
1st FIGHT AS "WEB ALARMS" TO STAFF
PROVOCATIVE & TOO VINDICATIVE
YET IMMATURE, STILL! CONVINCING
ME, IT'S A GOOD/ONLY WAY 2 TEST ISIS
INSTITUTIONAL FLAWs = ITS NO RESPECT
FOR RIGHT OF SPEECH! = FREEDOM! =>
CENSORED BY ISIS FRIEND.. POLICE CALL!!!
INC. Mss XX = M. HARI!
DICKON CHAMPION
SYLIVIA IMBERTI &
SILVIA Mc LAIN HEY!
OF COURSE : GIVEN THE LEVEL OF SECRECY
AROUND MY EXIT, STRICTLY NO ONE DAREs
TALK/WRITE 2 ME, EVEN BEST FRIENDS!
= ALL FEARING ILLUSION's MADNESS!
LIVING IN TOTAL ISOLATION@HOME
SCARED BY UNLAWFUL PROCEDURES
NOT EVEN LETTING TIME TO REACT!
MID APRIL : UNJUST APPEAL
END OF MAI: POLICE CALL
FEW DAYS AFTER : GUITAR!
ASKED TO VICKY AND HE
BOY FRIEND MET IN TOWN
& NOT GIVEN BACK by VICKY
= FORBIDDING HIM TO HELP!
SUMMER : LOTs OF STAFF
MET IN STREET ENRAGE ME
URGING ME TO FORGET OR
SMILING TO PICK ON ME =
NOT RESPECTING MY PAIN
OR MY SPACE = CURIOUS...
HOW THE WILDING REACT
SEPTEMBER : SRANGER...
=> CHOMSKI SILENCE
= FAILURE TO CONVICE
THEM TO ALARM JUAN...
I GET THEN DEADLY
CONCERNED
LAST!
BY
!
DIRTY ECHO OF MY
CONTACT IN JAN 2015
MAJOR TOM's 2016 =
MAD NEW YEAR's WISH!!
THE BEFORE THE LAST
STAB IN THE ZP BACK!
"AKNOWLEDGEMENT= TEST!" MSG!
CIRCOMSPECT => HYPOCRIT!
TEST OF ZP "EXISTENCE"
I.E : WILL I RESPOND?!?
= NOT TO HIM.. HIS
UK MONOPOLE!
+ 1 NATURE
EDITOR
ALL EX
UCL +
LCN
!

NO WAY I CAN REPLY THIS = TEST!
SO ISIS INS THINK I'M DEAD...
& THEY CAN FINISH ZP OFF?!?
LET THEM THINK WHAT
THEY WANT!
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1st
THOUGHs OF
EXILE 2 FRANCE =
THE (GRAAL!) CUP IS FULL!
JANUARY 2016 = S. HULL!
LAST LINE MANAGER
"SMILING" @ ME =
INSULTING ME
IN STREETs
ALSO
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THE AKNOLEGEMENT =>
"SOUL TUNNEL EFFECTs!"
ENTAGLING MY MIND TO
SCIENCE LITTERATURE!
DURNG 4 YEARs ALMOST =
PEVENTING ME TO LIVE =
LITTERALLY EMPRISONNED
IN A PUBLICATION! LIKE I-CARE
ZP's ULTIMATE INSULT!