DOCUMENT/REFERENCES USED HERE AFTER:

PAGE 1 : PRINCESS-STUCK-IN-Marienbad/index.html
PAGE 2 : X-files/noway.html

These two pages on my site, raised a anonymous case of defamation (it's been taken down):
this is an extremely serious accusation that I think is Abusing me following Unlafull Long term Abse by ISIS staff and Management refusing to comunicate with me, that therefore now reached its limits, frankly, and sincerily.

I made the present document as anonymous as possible, and I's call the person who could have made that allegation :  the "Offended".

There was on this site however, an even more shocking material not listed by my provider
PAGE 3 : X-files/pics/messieconception.html
For sure, it's because it was PWD protected, PWD given only know to an ex acquaintance of mine that did some porn pics 5 years ago, "the husband" of someone you have ways to know:
 
strangely, that page has not been listed by my web hosting service as defamatory, indicating "the husband" has not dared share that page and allegations are made which have benn therfore only on partly shared, for Unlawful and again, discriminative purposes!

No mention neither of the

PAGE 4 : X-files/index.html
introduction (in french) to PAGEs 2 & 3 referring intellectually to two Majors texts of the Visionary French Poet, Antonin Artaud.

Artaud 1 : "Pour en Finir avec le jugement de Dieu" ("to end God's Judgement")
and a excellent commentary:
Artaud 2 : "Les filles de Coeur d'Antonin Artaud" (the Girls of the Heart of Antonin Artaud, analysing Artaud's work/life as an Obsessive aim that failed, to attempt to reincarnate Jesus Christ)

PAGE 2 and 4 had a link to a Key page explaining/motivating ALL the others, this is

PAGE 5 : LoveManifesto.html [not online anymore : this 'suffices'!]
INTRODUCTION  :

The Offended made the mistake to only blame PAGE 2 (and in fact, PAGE 3 is not listed as defamatorey, because it's the most extreme, and almost unsharable hey?!?). This dissertaion I hope, will prove to ALL, this is an unjustified OPINIONs, of my OPINIONS/INTELECTUAL UNDERSTANDING PROCESS, mistaken as DEFAMATORY. And this is because since ages, Love/SExual harassment had blocked all discussion in a past ANTAGONISATION, so it is BLIND to the IMPERSONAL BENEFIT of what's in FACT and not consdered, an highly controlled intellectual exercise. What Offended did, is that they judged those PAGES 2 (AND PAGE 3?) separately with PAGE 5, thus MISSING the fact that the whole package constitutes a Universal Love Lesson.

Indeed, I have a CORROBORATION,  that the content of that KEY PAGE 5, is nothing less but a Messianic Revelation confidentially confirmed in Jan 2014 by the CONSERVATIVE, RELIGIOUSLY MINDED ENGLISH PHILOSOPHER ROGER SCRUTON just recently deceased, a "thinking" read by one of my past offender in 2015 (I let yu figure out who!!!) but who called the police on me instaed of talking about it!!!

So, once all that is introduced, I believe it is time this document deserves some HONEST consideration, beyond hasty judgement inherited from a true 7 year long Love War, in which I was the Opressed! The Site explaining elswhere, how in genrall "Messinic Ideas" are mistaken in Religions & Myths as personified as (generally one Man): a Savior, but they are, in my Holy experience, Messiahs are just a set of World Saving Ideas.

I' sure the UNREAD PAGE 5 (Love Manifesto) is the Idea of a Love Messiah (a Universal way so ALL can love better which is burried in Mankind's uncounscious, which we all dreamt of but could not formulate). In my mind, it's born indissociably with the other, Scientific Messiah: the Zener Polaron (ZP) Idea which ISIS has denied Existence, by falfisication. Remarkably, the two were born at the same time, in the Summer 2013 when I was doubly abused by ISIS, as  I've coincidentally raised the first time a case of Harassment unheard, same time I started to feel there was something wrong, threatenning my ILL the proof that ZP ordering was proven right in march 2013.

Since, I believe I hold/I'm recipient of others Messiahs! One was published April 2109, as my Memoir for my reconvertion as a School Math teacher, and it is related to a fairer evaluation of School kids, That one, makes an echo to another old Messiah, which I belive gives the definite solution of the delicate problem of Scientific publication/peer Review Judgement. I will not dwell on them, except to notice both those "extra" Messiahs echo the title of Artaud's work matching my Life time Obssessions :

- that the concept of GOD, in the Blake Sense of his argument "All religions are one", is not distinguishable with the concept of MAN manifestation of the Poetical GENIUS,
- so that Artaud 1 ref, "Ending God's judement", is actually possible and the MAN has GOD power in him, to end all forms of "judement" in all Domains, Love, Education, Knowledge!

so, that said, and in the 1st place...
I - END THE ISIS JUDGEMENT OF MY PERSON!

I've sent a plea to my web hosting service, it explains why Page 1 are also layin down OPINIONS (a page many potentially Offended all surely had access during 2019, to but did not dared complain...), before PAGE 2 came to your knowledge, leading to considering both! as DEFAMATORY in certainly not justified ways: Offended know for a long time, via my emailing associated to the site started more systematically in March 2019, PAGE 1 is a reply and a detail psychological account, using PAMPHLETIC RIDICULISATION THE MOST FAIRLY (i.e DEDRAMATIZING) the CRIMINAL and blind support of Dickon's MADNESS, which actually made my whole carreer in ISIS since 2008 until the end, being a defamation with institutional supoprt, not the reverse way arround.

The unjustly incriminated 1st PAGE indeed not only it tells the defamation of a Scientist, but in addition the desecration of Natasha Tourabi and the defamation (falsification) of Scientific Ideas ISIS wrongly attributed to me, but are originally those of JB Goodenough, whole triple crime, supported by  hypocrysy, and that hypocrisy supported by the whole ISIS management.
GOD KNOWS what Offended did, and JB Goodenough (recently awarded Nobel Prize) has additionally Understood that the factual arguments of PAGE 1 site are doubled/cautionned by the Religious argumentation constituting most of the site, which PROVEs the Story Prophetic, and related to the Graal Quest: RESPECT who I am in it accordingly! Enough of THAT!

PAGE 2 and PAGE 3 are NOW deliberately provocatively talking about Sex & pornography. Their existence & reference to the Offended, by putting picutures of their "faces" intimately related to the FACT, they've either discriminated me, Love abused me, or Sexually harrassed me : GOD KNOWS (THE SITE TAKEN DOWN PROVES) this form of abuse, was meant to cut my tongue including what I had to say Scientifically, and or castrate me as a way to control me easily and falsify my Science. The present provocation is perfectly justified in view of the duration of the offense and its aim (the Negation of a Scientific Messiah!).

Lately, early 2020, Offended certainly overlooked the PAGE 4 justifying the TRUE aim of PAGES 2 AND 3, and they mistakingly considered has a form of harassment raisning now a case of DEFAMATION, in the same process of what they had been censoring in 2014-2015, via Cultural Discrimination and harassment that Offended made me endure for 7 years.

PAGE 2, 3 & 4 TOGETHER are not meant to be DEFAMATORY AT ALL, but transform past "shit into gold"...: it's THE ULTIMATE REPLY to a provocation involving SEX AFFAIRS, that's in fact motivated by harmful, pointless and dangerous Love attitudes, whereas my reply, is bringing hope, and solutions in the same Matter!

The argumentation require however, to admit the Existence of that destroying Harassment even if it is not officially proven (because THAT, is extremely hard to prove legally or so taboo leagal procedures can get "avoided", in my case, dutifully ingnored! The Law, is rubbish in those matter copying criminal Law, requiring tangible proofs, when all is contained and lost in the accumulation of offensive "sayings", requiring the most cautions and open minded Mediations, that had been REFUSED to me, for discriminative reasons, and becuase of the EVILNESS of the GROUP abuse I faced.

That Group/Institutional Harassment admitted, the dissertation can PROVE what's mistakenly considered DEFAMATORY RECENTLY, censoring web page (PAGE 1) aiming at ACADEMIC awareness, is not, and on the contrary,  as stated yet too vaguely in the orginal email to my web service, the PAGES 2, 3, 4 ALL CAREFULLY READ, NOT VIEWED SUPERFICIALLY, and TAKEN ALL TOGETHER, ARE IN FACT EDUCATIONAL.
II - A Confession : Porn addiction vs
Love/Sexual Harassment : SUICIDE!

This dissertation  is about Porn/SEX primarily, and harassment secondarily,

Let me recall first a rather sulfurous case in those Matters, that ISIS staff have all gossiped and discussed about and surely remember: the story of

a guy not from ISIS but another DPT on site, who got fiered for having been caught watching porn and masturbating at the work place.

This is just another example with my denied harassment, of the way the STFC organisation beyond ISIS, is REALLY rubbish if not RETARDED in the matter of dealing with serious Love issues at the Work place, as if the event was not humiliating enough for the "culprit" (due to the fact censored by "procedure", this is not to criminal at all, BUT denotes (not so) severe psychological issues & mildly blamable social misbehave, that simply require talking and care, of someone that just lost discernement - the true culprit being porn! not him!): more mature dialogue could have benefited to many and raise awarness and education to avoid this happen again, instead of creating embarassment, and treating the case criminally, like if we were living in Victorian times!

Truely unbeliveable given the double standards in comparison, wich not only me but many surely noticed in ISIS, where in opposition, an ISIS's staff visible & top level supported Nymphomnia was authorised creating manifest turmoils, jealousies and fascination, which is the source of her Sexual Harrassment towards me, mildly copied by a collegue of hers (jealous of her, and the apparent power this gave her!), as Love harassment: god knows which magic trick that person such allowed to talk  indecently ALL the time, about her relationships OR Sex explicitely & openly fantasising/comparing to other Sexual/Love life proud to such be the center of interest in the Matter, litterally hypnotizing everyone not seeing there was here a constant problem there! - that was allowing her to publically despise many staff and lead her supporter to follow her, which was not only my personal problem (Chris Stock left the place for that reason, and can surely confirm!)

In my presence she ended up just doing that systematically, including embarassing and misplaced questions about "where I am in Love?" (spying all my "moves" in this Area), embarassing me in the presence of young staff as ways to put me "under test" of what she thought she know better!! I was getting me mental in private, his had triggered my self-referal to psychiatry in the summer 2012, whilst all this was deemed to be normal by all thinking I was failing to get her as the ultimate Trophy all fantasied, making the place Live ruled and ran by Gossips essentially related to her, making Life in ISIS a Real Soap Opera!

So yes, I've dared write the ultra provocative X-files directory, because admitted she took profit of this top mangagement supported impunity (and insanity!) to really violently and for long periods Sexually Harrass me, I can confess now, how unseen and destroying me in secret since otherwise, many boys in a relationship or not were admitting beside in confidences, especially to me! "every body's watches porn! it's just normal" annd sane, is it? When I was getting sick to death of her Love Harassment and Sexual Harassment, tis had simply CRIMINALLY increased my porn Addiction, towards such a big disgust of self lived in isolation, it seriously increases  risks that I'd commit Suicide! She manipulated in complicity with ex-staff, the Rose she had known for 4 years never letting me know her, but who clearly stated in exorcising writings THE SAME/PARALLEL  developement of suciadal thoughts as well!

THAT, RELATION OF HARASSMENT TO SUICIDE is why it is so important to be careful, open minded, open hearted, and why it is a real shame, that schools, institutions, work place, still often follow  historically well rooted  repressive logics, or double standards mentionned here, which finally still largely overlook harassement/bullying induced Love issues, making them either extremely taboo or source of fascination, treating reported cases the most unjustly or unlawfully by far too complex because in fact, self-censoring policies preventing discussions and realse of tensions, preferring procedures dramatising solution of problems, because they threaten potential offenders straight with the highest charges possible (eviction!).
II - Genesis and Objective of the "Anti-porn site":

Porn viewer are "consumers", and the success of porn comes from its diversity and almost infinite "categories" : result of the modern "liberalisation"/"game" Sex became following the 70's (when Play Boy and Husler magazines were "born"!) and which is the primarily reason why porn got so popular, growing and widespreading - toward the developememen of SM that was quite confidential and reserved to special clubs, until the 2000... In fact, porn viewer unadmittedly get lost in that "diversity", but the constant feel of "discovering" (veiwing) something new and fascinating, because most of the time apparently transgressing what's socially acceptable, erase the bad feeling (disgust!!) of the "plethora" of choice this can (but should) bring (in eraly times 2004-2006, you even had zoophilia available in few clic for free! now fortunately banned apparently...). That's accepted "entairnement", practiced by all including by people in relationships.

However, another way to look at porn not really faced is the concern of this dessertation: unspeakably, it is the most subversive and perverse, the one which more than diversity, makes porn Criminal to Love and in particular, isolate the singles out of the society, I think, from experince! It is that of the porn viewer, sexually frustrated BUT genuinely looking in Reality for true Love (one person to Be With and  Love, a partner) and who will experience in private what follows: you go on porn sites looking for porn vids containing women RESSEMBLING those you cannot have/fail to score in realty. That VISUAL search for ressemblance, connets to a a scene in an indie movie mentionned in PAGE 2, is what I claim as the most perverse effect of Pron on Love behaviours.

During 2012, sexual harassment and the lack of Love in reality it was maintaining by increasing visibly my Love Confusion, lead me to experience less and less the first form of porn consumption (a priori infantile, exutory, such deconneted from relaity, it is sort of "acceptale"), and more and more face the second form of porn comsuption (as argued, in fact extremely isolating!), and that became the downward spiral, that was destroying in the Reality my already dammaged love capabilities, until I crack up, self-refer myself to psychiatry and slowly (but inconsciously during two years) lead me break bounds with my Love Abusers.

In my case, that meant I was truely projecting the face of my more violent Love abuser's on a priori "acceptable" porn material And even when I was more inocently projecting the face of other woman I was trying to get/date, her face came in, interferring with the process! The exercise is therefore to exorcise how perverse is that  projection process, and this is the reason that I chose her for the pictures edition exercise, and alos added (for "fun") who I consider as my other female Abusers in ISIS,

But beyond such apparent PROVOCATION, TOTALLY JSTIFIED in my case by PROVOCATIONS BORN FROM EVIL LOVE MATTERS MANIPULATIONS, the purpose is STILL not to be DEFAMATORY: I could have chosen the faces of othr woman I had fancied, Athal Nathason (I did not loved), her sister Bridgih (I did Loved!), Claire De Bie (A christan lady, bringing issues about our Religous differnce...), or Tasneem Hassanaly (a too rare opportunity of UK Lady from my Idian Muslim community I had the chance to date in the UK), any other Woman I could not get, in a reality making me potentially "Loveing them" all destroyed by Love Harrassment because ISIS staff decided to play around with my alleged cultural Identity issues (I've always restropectively said them, but... I feel "more french" than "from my original upbringing/belonging" causing a lot of problems, not fitting within my own comunity! facts, too naively shared in  the past to Fuckers taht know RAPED knowing all that a memeber of my community's integrity, and used this to TOTALLY control me!)

Hence the choice made here to use my Abusers for the DEMONSTRATION how porn is perverse : its telling (off!) besides, what Harassement and its institutional suport had forbidden me to do for too long: "simply" emmancipate "as a Man" (put bluntly, have SEX one day, which was THEIR obbsession, which became more of Obsessive to my harrasers, than myself! becaus Love harassment made them misunderstande my Love Life completely!!), so that the perversion of the destructive process was in my case, boosted by the indentity/cultural crisis my Abusers were enhancing - AND : this is what was provoking suciadal thoughts in me who Love life too much for getting down this end point!

This constitute the first argument, proving the PAGE 2, 3 & 4 of the site and pics are NOT defamatory, in the intent, but it is mixing a deep reflexion on Porn, combiend to the forbidden defence against past criminal Love harrassmenty offenses associated in secret  to unspeakable discriminations, the process that had been used to defamed me, my Sceintific carreer, and the Ideas comming with it!
III - Purpose : From Curing us ALL
from Porn ... to the Love Manifesto!

The building of the ANTI-Porn site is exercise putstting / using Real person faces (mine and my Offenders) in the theatrical/visual position of being pornstars  = "Realistically". Note that referring again to the Mentor of tis Argue & site, Antonin  Artaud, who wrote "the Theatre of Cruelty" a theater manifesto often misunderstood (recuperated!) as justifying SM balh-blah by CUNTS: Artaud's Manifesto, is a call for a expressive theater based on his fascination for the Balinese "theater of Shadows", for instance, an Indonesian dance shows, calling for the come back of violent Myths to hit the Occidental spectator with all the millenary well know & tarditional Mankind Violence you also find in Egyptian Myths, in opposition to the Occidental theater based on "boring plots" (leading to holly wood story telling etc...) in fact!

I've deliberately chosen for doing that small pics of faces so that plugged onto bodies of porn star, they often need to be zoomed and the resolution mismatch makes it quite obvious the pictures are in fact explicitely made up for the following EDUCATIONAL purpose: really demonstrate, that PORNOGAPHY IS FAKE LOVE MISLEADING ALL, THAT SHOULD BE BANNED FOREVER, that it has nothing to do with Love, still, making people who say : TRUE LOVE of course should include "good" SEX and vice/versa, BUT still consume it secretly because porn confus(ed) us ALL, such that EVERYBODY lies, and NOBODY ever seen the POINT OF THE MEANING OF MANKIND's SEXUALITY (which is what the the PAGE 5 believes, as a Messianic Idea, understood: Love Manifesto!)

The Offended took PAGE 2 & 3 as defamatory, ONLY because the (scientific) World obesses us with the domination of Vision as a dominatig sense (i.e refusing the READ, listen, Understand, its motivation), in our perception of Reality.

They've Visually associated their face to the pornstar bodies, the exercise teasing them in ways, they in fact failed in the trap of that distortion, making them belive, that body attached to their face, which they recognise, is theirs! But it is not, by construction/desing, an purpose of the exercise! That Exercise, is exactly asking to do the REVERSE, NOT SEE, and I INTEND THIS TO DEMONSTRATE (the perverse effect of the 2nd orn viewing process) is that to not look at these picures superficially: they fell in the trap of believing "I" represented by my face or invisible Voyer, when I'm not such explicitly appearing, or truly want to Abuse the other faces through bodies that's not theirs! and maybe have sexual activity with thos identifiyable faces set certainly (we could/should all agree, here! in the Fucking the most unwanted sexual positions (i.e including SM, machine fuck, lesbianism, anal play, do I need to explain what all those terms mean mean? We've all seen them, because of porn development! and that's the problem, I am raising here!!!)

IN FACT, I made the exercise and submitted it to viewing, in order to and ON THE CONTRARY, FORCE ALL TO REFUSE TO DO THAT FACE-SMILE-LOOK/BODY ASSOCIATION, which means that EVIDENTLY FOR ME AND THE FACEs CHOSEN, I DO NOT WANT THIS KIND OF FANTASY (PROJECTION) TO EVER HAPEN IN THE REALITY whcih your blame miconcieves, and whish as I said, UNFORTUNATELY did happened to me inconsciouly in the past, because I was feeling doubly hammered down by Abuse, and by the second porn viewing process which as said, was killing me and Love capacities in complete isolation not thanking here, years of Love Harrasment!

I am sure (oh god... poor) Women, are as victim of as the Men of such perverse existence of porn, and its nowaday absolutlty evil propagation, its INCREASING diversity, it's always more apparently Realistic visual projection mechanism, leading in the "normal" Society to have as much of more or less "daring woman than men" never agreeing on NOTHING! confused about the hegemony porn induced, especially, given the increase of its Violence. I therefore believe the exercise I propose provides a Cure for all (men and woman) to never get their Love thoughts polluted again by PORN's ULTRA SUGGESTIVE/SUBDUCIVE AND THEREFORE ULTRA PERVERSE LOVE VISIONs!

So all that said about what was not intended to be defamating (on the contrary), the true aim of the exercise is to Really look at those picutures as what they are. REALLY : THOSE PICTURES ARE MADE BY THE FUNNIEST MAN YOU'VE EVER MET! WHO COULD DESIGN THES APPARENTLY ULTRA PROVOCATIVE MATERIAL TO MAKE OF THEM JOKEs, AGAINST PORN & PORNSARS (NOT AGAINST OUR REAL FACES, BEAUTIFUL EYES, KEEPING SMILEY!), so THAT WHOEVEr GOT OFFENDED, SHOULD JUST REALLY LEARN TO LAUGH AT THEM!! LIKE I DID (I SAID, I ERASED THEM - INCLUDING the teaser!)! IT's REALLY NOT (MEANT TO) BE OFFEDNING AT ALL, BUT MAKE US ALL THINK AND JOKE ABOUT A SUBJECT THAT BECOME MORE AND MORE DEADLY PROBLEMATIC TO SOCIETY, WORLD WIDE!

Once the exercise is finished (the pictures/vids loose totally ther suggetive power, not arousing any sexual desire, and makes us craking up laughing!), we can put all to the bin and forget about it, i.e forget about porn, AT LAST! or Loves and Relationships secretly perverted by that immanent existence/hegemony of porn, actually explains why all modern Loves are corollarly getting obssessed by Voyerism and/or making of Love an insane competition in the "normal" society (counting parteners/the time spent together/the gain there was to be together in a world where sex gets increasingly venal: all that, because of porn and the way it certainly make Old Skool prostitues has been in a whole world DIVERGING on SEX MATTERS!)

Said differnetly, beyond the apparences, the superficiality porn actually promote in SEX matters, and even if I've chosen person/faces Love Abused me (risking the fact, actually proven by the reaction, that they may think it is a personal revenge on them: it's not, it's a general revenge on porn!), the exercise may also appear to be a Praise and an expression of the highest Respect of the integrity anyones' Body, the chosen Offended included, a Dogma which Ive never intend to put in question, nor made the picture to defame them. REALLY.  If that  is understood (the FACT IT's REALLY A JOKE AND IN FACT NOT A BAD ONE BUT THE BEST ONE, ABOUT LOVE/SEX EVER MADE, THE "THING" that BECAME THE BIGEGEST BAD JOKE IN THE WORLD! leading me to "proveoke" with what WE SHOULD ALL REALLY FIND FUNNY IN THE END, COMMON!)

By recalling how in my case (see part II), the 2nd Porn viewing process got connected to developing SUICIDAL thoughts when Porn consumption & Love abuse in the Reality start to interfer! What I'm on about is certainly not about defamation, but as said, as a secondarily concern, it allow me to warn and blame the mistaken OFFENDED, so I can be in right to tell them off: Hey, you! LOOK, you should really be more careful, to not Love harass people/play Love games as you did for GOD SAKE. As long as Porn is rampant and growing like weed in the Society, you have NO IDEA how destructive this became the past 10 years so just don't DO THIS : it is almost more CRIMINAL, as PORN is!

The aim of the exercise and the construction of the "anti-porn site", stated the Objective clrearly! i.e before its final trends and developement that have already started : the conjoint use of thechnology developement leading porn providers to propose content with always hihger definition, Virtual Rality, 3D/Holographic porn AND unltimately, fucking with Androids, nothing that can replace True Love all the "things" that the so called most Advanced (economicaly/technologically fit) countries drive (US, Japan, EU...), and that will ultimately kill it!!! , as the picture copy of my message to Porn-Hub warns at the top of the page, REALLY AIMING AT ULTIMATELY & SERIOUSLY BEATING AND ENDING THE HERESY THAT'S BECAME MODERN PORN for the benefit of all Humanity!

As said in French in the PAGE 4, the reflexion conclude for the need and global effort to restore Noble and neglected Senses, in Love, AGAINST the View, the Multiplicated in 1 000 0000 Visions of "Love" which porn and it's systematization, technological developement, has madly promoted and induced and whose dangerous trend is just but accelerating driven by econonic/industrial power. And the Love Manifesto PAGE 5, sets some starting Rules accordingly aiming at restauring a nowadays already completely lost Ideal of True Love, FOR FREE!

CONCLUSION

The teasing link, "So who gets fucked now?" on the "Anti-porn site' Page, was wondering if you actually understood! In fact NOBODY gets FUCKED in my story, BUT Pornography! The page it opens is another Story : the prophecy, not concerning Sex, but our "Hearts" : what the "Angel Arrow page" tells, its well... if you broke My Heart (if you"re coplicit of the destruction of ZP, the Scientif Messih!) be careful of the Result, and consequences : independently of the Love Messiah, the Scientific Messiah, is about to be RESURRECTED!