THIS IS THE CLASH!
(Summer 2014)



 The Guns of Oxon
paraphrasing The Clash's!!! 


When a ex-French Suburbian Kid 
clashes trying  to befreind with
a Posh English hum "Gentleman"... 

"The Kid fought the Man and [this time] the Kid Won" !
Paraphrasing, "I fought the "Law and the Law won" 
I got FIRED from my JOB but I won, THIS fight!...

LOVE MY VICTORY!

Hey! Ecoute ça! Gars! Ce son de Paris qui te hèle: Et Ouais ! Nike Ta Mère!
Mon Frère...! For I never saw your heart in fact ever care, or consider:
YOUR fucking problem!... never could tell you how much you made me uneasy!
So long! At last! I go it! We've NEVER been "Friends": you're just a BULLY!!!

Simple! yes! a Bully! a Fucker! "Tu sais, nous, on n'est pas des Champions,
Non, On n'est pas des champions", but we do have harsh Life opinions!
You never dared face a SINGLE of MY desires, in NONE of our face to face!
Your mask is down NOW FOREVER: you've NEVER deserved any mistress!

And (since your Girl* was my confident…) watch out!  Fais Bien Attention
Scary Monster, face the fear YOU put in ME! I'm not lost yet Motherfucker!!
How can I not fuck you deep indeed now? You! Time waster! My Suggestion:
"Pose to gun!" now! Faux Champion! My rumours will soon fill in the air!

With your stinky Bullying! So dare... Yes! Come face my Private Investigations
IN FEAR, or leave HER NOW! for I've finished my Maddest Life Confession!
For a while, I will not send it to her, but gossip around! put fun back in the air!
Expect a slow return and a big big slam! from my Mad Boomerang of Despair!   

Like Damocles! Raising my Demonic Romantic Revenge on you: Dick-Head!
Pissing on you, bullshit: shit yes! YOUR ABUSE CAN BE ALL PROOF READ!

* THE GIRL TO BE SAVED! PRINCESS LEILA

He left the Work Place in 2008, but being a  cheeky jealous (for pay everything!) & manipulative person, he kept contact with all continuing "paying around"! Including with BIMBO, who never been "really" nice to me,and who then became my Love Nightmare, in 2012 when he was with Princess Leila! He even kept in touch with his ex-powerful boss (who was exploiting him - typical BULLY paradox - they don't know they "scatter"  hatred "indirectly" unconscious about its source, themselves!!), coincidently my strongest in-house pseudo-collaborator of mine BECAUSE he recruited me being extremely interested into my knowledge... 

Since summer 2012, I've spend about 3 years of thinking in introversion trying to find friends outside Work using Music as the Guide line... BECAUSE I ALWAYS VAGUELY FELT (RETROSPECTIVELY, SINCE the start 2005!!!), NO COLLEAGUE  in affective matters, was really kind... (feeling a "general" lack of "care"...) without really understanding why (but it can be ONLY an untold failure of multiculturalism), it is so impossible to tell: so true I had nothing "suitable" to "bring them" from my harsh personal life!!!... 

I kept on looking My Friends in the society margins, and thanks my Music hobby, I finally found them!... outside. And I claim that correlatively, this makes me understand very well now the reasons  of my long term uneasy feeling regrading the emotional issues, I have with expressing emotions at Work! 

BULLY had been simply systematically gossiping about MY MYSTERIOUS GIRL MARIE in my back for several years "behind Friendly smiles" - using BIMBO doing the same... on site, to spy how my (not very "active" - a matter of "Religious Life-Style") Love life evolved...!! This lead me to be INSANELY emotionally abused for ~7 years over 10 years at the work place! By the BULLY (from arrival ~2005 to about 2011 where we slowly fell out, breaking bounds definitely early 2012, when he hooked the Princess...) and BIMBO (mildly 2009-2011, and more and more, since - including sexual harrassement, 1st half of 2012!). That just got me affectively worn out! tired! weakened... and made easy vulnerable victim of knowledge theft at the end the Big Boss made aware of most if not all, I'm sure, of the consequences of THEIR game! 

But.. BULLY's last Girlfriend, PRINCESS! was the closest Friend of mine for 10 years in our biz.. and we developed a strong Soul connection, even if NEVER had any Real connection (meeting sporadically, in business related-trips only, where I've always monopolised the communication in private matters - her shyness being legendary...) I "sense" her better than anyone, in our Business Sphere!

SO! WHEN BULLY hooked PRINCESS LEILA,
October 2011 at BIMBO's Hell-oween
 Party
 
SHE ASKED ME THERE - TO SAVE HER!!!



SO CHECK BACK"CHAMPION", WHAT IN the 1990's 

in PARIS  my mates were rapping to
 
put down all FAKE "Champions" LIKE YOU!


Car si la censure s'attache a casser le Supreme, c'est qu'on fait partie pas de la solution mais bien plutot du probleme!

If censorship keeps on breaking sugar on the back of the Supreme, it's because we're not part of the solution but we are well part of the problem!

Suprême NTM (Nike Ta Mere : eqiv. Mother-Fucker...) - 
Pose Ton Gun (lay down your Gun) 

Fixe, fixe l'avenir auquel tu te risques
Fixe, fixe tous les noms sur la liste
De ceux qui sont tombés avant leur vingtième année
N'ayant su gérer ce que la vie leur a donné
Trop immature, ça sound boy tu l'es c'est sûr
Trop immature tu gères pas quand t'es biture
[...]
Joue pas les champions, non ! 
Joue pas les champions
Y'a pas de surhomme, 
et surtout personne n'a de sérum
Contre la mort, alors
Alors prends soin des tiens d'abord
[...]
C'est fini le temps où, 
mon gars, tu pouvais tout
Contrôler, tout a changé surtout
[...]
Tu marches comme un champion
Tu t'prends pour un champion
Le poids de ton bre-lic 
te mets sous pression
Fais gaffe, y'a d'autres champions
Comme toi qui jouent les cons
Tu prends des caillasses,
yes, maintenant c'est bon
Tout ceci n'a qu'un temps
Vivre dans l'excès à plein temps
Oh ! Cesse de perdre ton temps
Ou bien de brasser du vent 
 Fix, fix the future that you will risk
Fix, fix all the names on the list
Of those who have fallen before their twentieth year
Not having been able to manage what life has given them
Too immature, it sounds like it boy! you are for sure!
Too immature you don't handle when you're drunk!
[...]
Don't plays the champions, no! 
Don't play the champions 
There's no superman, 
and especially nobody has any serum 
Against death, so... 
So take care of your people first 
[...] 
It's over the time, 
dude, you could just all 
Control, all changed especially 
[...]
You walk like a champion
You behave like a champion
The weight of your gun 
put yourself under pressure
Watch out, there's other champions
Like you who play the CUNTS
You take loose stones,
yes, now ENOUGH
All this has a time
Living in excess full-time
Oh! Stop wasting your time
 Or listen to the wind blow

FUCKING *TORTURER/MANIPULATIVE* RACIST!
WHERE/WHO IS THE MISSING LINK?!?!? 
YOU KNOW I SHOULD HAVE KNOW HER! 
BUT I DON'T! SO: WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!?!?

YOU NEVER KNEW MARIE HEY!
LET *OUR* INNOCENCE KILL YOU!