Hi,
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It is according to this logic I want to avoid the need for investigations (for the simple aim, at respecting privacy, IN GENERAL) on BIMBO or person I mention in my statements, as much, if not more than you : they JUST cannot be fair, in such cases - because people have a (natural) strong tendency to not react constructively! Investing people's "misbehave" is embarrassing and makes Victim victimized (I know that quite well!) and in Abuse, fault is always kind of shared (as the person abused most of the time unconsciously calls for abuse, especially in beginning when the Abuse sets in Undercover, which is NOT justifying the abuser's acts, but set the abused person always a bit complicit ..)
That's the main motivation, for sending you accordingly what is simultaneously
- What I'm sure, can serve as a CLEAR FINAL plea, for my case - superseding all confusing statements made so far
- my mitigating allegation - refined to be more fair, now that the Origin of BIMBO systematic misconduct is explained (ILLUSTRATED)
- a suggestion for solution if the case proven Right - put her a warning for that Gross Misconduct NOT related to a real Abuse, with Indulgence
I have good hope this latest Analysis I've made, and which is made possible by you thank to your Trust, includes the "MISSING LINK", what I could hardly face myself "in my mind" and that nobody can/will ever get: it is the Root of the Problem, in Our Group Unconscious (Abuse being a Group phenomenon, a tense Personal interaction embed -hidden in Social interaction), and it took me 3 years to clarify it, get convinced of all the Links, despite the Social reaction against my Understanding process, provoke for a while, and then, find the Strength to formulate it...
This is the work few people abused can do... which I believe, is honestly making sense of Irrational behave in a way few can make Rationally - beyond the Language, the work of a Genius, yes... and I am saying that modestly (for I would have liked to avoid, doing it), honestly! I have good hope, it will suffice to convince you about the Absolute necessity of my fight against BIMBO's abuse as the graph and interpretation demonstrate the following Points:
- Rooted by BULLY bullying that started before, it has always been there since Oct 2008, and it is meant to never die,
- Its Source is a Strong Unspeakable Cultural Prejudice, pointing to the fact both BIMBO/BULLY were driven in Complicity, by by Irrational thoughts AND Pure Gratuitous Nastiness!!!
- It has Seriously isolated me, had perverse effect on my position, and THIS PAIR OF ABUSER ALONE was the engine of a Hate Machine designed so I get systematically unjustly judged by ALL!!!
- This brought affective distress, unseen depressions I've coped with in PRIVATE 5 years, had to fight another 2 years, that had detrimental effect on all aspects of my work, including my "attitude" (apparent long term emotional instability / and the more recent violent behave - all consequence of the Abuse), my motivation, and my "efficiency" at Work. It has not let me have a clear view when other Tensions arose in for example, collaborative work (especially with BIG BOSS)
- I hope the graph and Gross lines of my Story SUFFICES to prove my Abuse by Construction, SIMPLY summarized, here in the form of an ABUSE GRAPH (the picture "in my head"), without dates
I know the approach estimates only Subjectively (but I tried hard, the most fairly), the flow of Abuse I witnessed. I mean I hope it is convincing despite and beyond the FACT it is is only loosely supported by my statement of emotional FACTS inherently embarrassing to prove. I hope it is simultaneously showing WELL the actual DANGER of trying to judge only upon FACTS, how it will bury the Power structure, revealed by the GRAPH (Picture) into Words hiding this structure (backbone) into detailed timings, distorting statement of offences acts, attitudes and facts. I hope it CLARIFIES DEFINITIVELY, the highly complex but clearly quite deliberately destructive relation that had established between me, BIMBO AND BULLY over years, BECAUSE my Abuse intimately related/roots into the the Irrational fact, for me, which lead BULLY and BIMBO to INTENTLY HIDE Natasha away from, me DESPITE knowing our Cultural connection and/or Love situations.
Never been here to create troubles: I just react to long term troubles due to insane behave, that I have Understood, and seek for a similar Fair understanding, of the Root of the problem... Only knowing it well can help the Fairest Harmless Judgement needed for abuse cases: that should be the Most forgiveable in my opinion, though for the Law, Abuse are punished as the Worse cases of Gross Misconducts. I do not want that for BIMBO. What I want, is also now clear, as clear as what I SEE thanks to the possibility you offered, to raise a Formal case.
If you have any question regarding this new element, or discuss the corresponding change of my allegation meant to make BIMBO Understand, and may be help you dealing the matter with the Less investigation and Blame, as possible.
I am available any time to clarify any aspect, convinced that I am AFTER CONSTRUCTING THE GRAPH,
SEE, with me, how ALL IS CLEAR, NOW...!!!
Thanks you again,
Best regards,